The Paga website has already started counting down to Paga 09. I don’t know why I am so bummed out over the end of Paga. Like its obvious right? The party has to end somewhere. But somehow, I am feeling rather down. And I am finding it hard to adjust to life as a student after having such long breaks, like Feb break and Easter break. Just not enough internal peace. Thoughts keep going through my head. Paga, lost beanie, lost camera, random people, playing Ultimate. From all these, I have come to the conclusion that, I need to do a post-grad degree either in UK or US. The great Ultimate playing countries. And how I need to save up to go for tournaments, no matter the cost, esp Paga. Need to go to Paga again.
I had such a blast at Paga, and it really has taught me a lot. And I want to keep improving and play to higher levels. And that is just difficult if I stayed in Sg. It may seem like a distant dream, but somehow, I am gonna get a scholarship or some kind of funding, and head to the Great Ultimate Countries (ie US/UK) and really experience Ultimate at its highest level.
Side note: Sometimes in life, you get those gee-you-so-should-not-have-done-that thoughts. Oh gosh. I need to forget and move on.
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